Secret Love Letter

 

Dimanakah engkau?

Sudahkah kita bertemu?

Apa yang kau lakukan sekarang?

Pernahkah kau memikirkan eksistensiku? Sebagaimana aku memikirkanmu?

Aku merindukanmu…

 

Oh,well… where’s my manners? I apologize.

Let’s start over…

Hello, I’m Nahdah, your soulmate, I believe.

Aku masih meragukan apakah kita sudah pernah bertemu atau berpapasan sebelumnya.

Tetapi aku tau kau ada disana, bernafas, dan menjalani kehidupanmu saat ini.

This is going to be my first letter to you, eventho I don’t know to whom or where I can sent it.

 

Forgive me for the mixing language…

Ouh, too much apologises, aight? Haha well, that’s me. *nervous

So, yang paling ingin kusampaikan adalah beberapa waktu lalu,or months? Tetiba aku merasa sesak dan sakit. Like it suddenly hit me hard. What happened? Were you okay? It’s around middle of 2020.

Saat itu aku secara otomatis mengatakan kalau semua akan baik baik saja dan aku ada disini, hidup, bernafas, dan kita akan bertemu nantinya. (I hope so)

Aku berharap, sampai kita bertemu nanti, kau menjalani hidupmu dengan baik, sehat, dan penuh kebahagiaan.

Aku selalu penasaran, apa yang akan kita rasakan satu sama lain Ketika kita bertemu nanti? Apakah seperti di dalam cerita fiksi, kita merasakan sesuatu yang magical like hearing or feel “click” or just like in werewolf story… something that happen between them when they found their mate? Or what?

I’m sorry love, if I turns out being e weirdo who’s into some fantasies. But I mean it. I mean it all above.

I love you already… and I miss you. Every. Single. Day.

Banyak sekali yang ingin kuceritakan padamu. Aku berharap Tuhan dan semesta segera mempertemukan kita.

 

Love,

N 

 

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